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作詞:京
作曲: Dir en grey
translation by deidrich



thorns entwine the sun,
a sigh mingles with melting remorse

I spit out contempt at the dreams I'm so weary of.
in the hearts of those consumed by loneliness
cruelty grows

blending into the creeping whiteness
a truth; broken, unwanted, becomes it's opposite,
love in a smile (1)

already, the new morning has died in gloom

alas, I wish to be somewhere faraway, and out of reach
to fall asleep with my tears in unsullied kindness

the conceived lie shines beautifully (2)
the tears, sinking below the surface of a pool made by a razor
are vaguely sweet...

already, the coming day has died in gloom

I hate myself, for the tears, the lies, the love
that I could not forgive… but, I can't go back…

alas, I wish to be somewhere faraway, and out of reach
to fall asleep with my tears in unsullied kindness

the distant echo roars through the oppressive blood-red sky
the wailing voice; soon it… won't be heard at all

⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯
1: This line can also be read the other way around. I read it as the loving smile itself being the opposite, but it can also be read as the opposite smiling with love. I really like both readings.
2: 'haranda' is a verb that means 'to conceive, to become pregnant, to be filled with', and could be interpreted as 'to be overwhelmed with'. I think the title comes from this line, and as the lovely zombifiers has already pointed out, it looks like a play on the double meaning of conceive, implying the way thoughts, regret, sadness etc. can grow inside you, unbidden and at times, unwanted, much like a foetus, tumour, or parasite.

D'':


イバラに絡む太陽
ため息と混ざってトロケル後悔

見飽きた夢に唾を吐き笑う
孤独に喰われた人たちの心は
残酷に育つ

重ねた白に溶け込む
望まれず壊れた真実は裏腹
微笑みに愛を

すでに陰り朝は死んだ

嗚呼届かない離れてしまう
穢れのない 優しさに 涙と眠りたい

孕んだ嘘は麗らか
剃刀のプールで溺れた涙は
曖昧に甘く…

すでに陰り明日は死んだ

涙も嘘も愛も許せない俺が
大嫌いで…でも戻れないから…

嗚呼届かない離れてしまう
穢れのない 優しさに 涙と眠りたい

背負った茜の空はただ響く
泣き叫ぶ声はもう…聞こえない

ibara ni karamu taiyō
tameiki to mazatte torokeru kōkai

miaki ta yume ni tsuba o haki warau
kodoku ni kuwareta hito tachi no kokoro wa
zankoku ni sodatsu

kasane ta shiro ni tokekomu
nozomarezu kowareta shinjitsu wa urahara
hohoemi ni ai o

sudeni kageri asa wa shinda

aa todokanai hanare te shimau
kegare no nai yasashi sa ni namida to nemuritai

haranda uso wa uraraka
kamisori no pūru de obore ta namida wa
aimai ni amaku…

sudeni kageri asu wa shinda

namida mo uso mo ai mo yuruse nai ore ga
daikirai de… demo modore nai kara…

aa todokanai hanare te shimau
kegare no nai yasashi sa ni namida to nemuritai

seotta akane no sora wa tada hibiku
nakisakebu koe wa mō… kikoe nai

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